My Weight, My Determination

"Big Mummy ! Big Mummy !"

Ivan called me that once recently and uuhhh ... am I that huge? (*sob*sob*) During the last checkup, the mean bad super honest weighing scale reports me as a 52 kgs and ..... hey ! that's a 8 kgs gained (*frust*). But just the day before yesterday, I weighed myself at home and it is showing an amazing 50 kgs ! Hmm , now, which weighing scale is lying? Or, can it be the nurse? *raise eyebrow*

Simple mathematics tells me that I have gained 6 kgs and I have 4 more kgs for expansion (expansion?!?!?! uughh, with a quota of 10 kgs but, doesn't means that I have to meet it). Whatever it is, I'm setting the bar high. I'm taking from the first reading till the next checkup. Nope, not going to loosen up.


Anyway, I need to go back to xs or size 0 after delivering; the most 6 months after delivering. *hhummmppff!* To motivate myself, I bought myself a body-hugging, slim-fit, super-fullamak-sexy black dress. I'm planning to wear it together with my new pair of 4 inches boots. Ha ! Crossing my fingers and toes .. Wish me luck :)